My Life in Year 2008

I couldn’t imagine that year 2008 is passing so fast and running out my life. Hahahahaha…… I would like to share my life in this year 2008 as New Year coming 2009. There are few happy and unhappy things to share. Which should I start? Let start with happy thing first…….

I could imagine that I can have a scholarship this year as universities provide it to me. I also didn’t expect that I can enter Newcastle uni. I always believe it is my hard work to do well in my exam and course. Another happy thing is lot of my friend celebrates my birthday this year. I really appreciate they come to my party and also give me a lovely presents. I need to thank them a lot and being my special friend. However, I also become a president of Leazes Club since last year to the end of this end. I have organized a few of party and dinner night to all my members. We have organized Christmas night 2007, valentine 2008 and summer party 2008. I really thank to my committee who work hard to help me to organize this few parties. Although we have organize few parties; but we have put out hard work on it. However, this is the last important thing is I have meet a lot of new friends during summer holiday. I have meet the singing friends and also big gang friends. I am happy to know them as they are always beside me and keep in touch with me. I thank to Jordan who have teach me different technique to sing, Joe who always care me and also other friends as well. Nah…. Come to my gang here. I appreciate to know this gang Mr. Collin, Dada, Jason, KK and others. Especially my brother Collin who always support me, care me and advise me. Thank you brother… but other friends also care me….

So, let come to the unhappy stuff. Unhappy thing are always happen in our life. It is hard to avoid and no excuse to run off. I have no idea why it happens… life is always complicated… I have a good friend who always contact with me. When we get back to contact each other, I start to have feeling on my friend. It is so hard to run away from the feeling. It become deeper and deeper as my friend could not accept my heart. But, the miracle we have feeling toward each other in a period but it went off again. I am very disappointed as my friend wanted to stop my feeling toward him or her. Therefore, we have been stop contact on each other. It might be a good time not to contact each other as I can forget the past, be the past. Another unhappy happening is my aunt who passed away when she fall a big sick. It is very sad because I can see how sad my mum who love her little sister a lot. But, the unhappy thing is my ever best friend who has passed away this September. This is unbelievable and I could not imagine how this can happen in my life. He is the one who are very close to me and he is the one I cannot forget him in my life. He is a friendly people who always beside me and care me. However, I will never forget him as a best friend in my life.

Right, this is what happens in my life this year. Thing been go up and down, hopefully next year will live much better. Hahaha, everyone which so…..

Friend Leave Away From Us

I believe when a friend leave aways from us, we can feel how sad and pain. A friend who leave doesn't mean he broke up the friendship or he went to other country have his own life. A person who leave away mean who have pass away and never come back to life and away to another world. He is a very nice person who i ever meet in my life. I know him when i come to London. we know each other at the church. when friendship build up, we get very close and we care each other. he give me a lot of advise in my life and bring me move forward to the life. when ever we have problem, we will share together. but from now on, he will never come back. when i receive a news that he have pass away, i feel very shock and it is unbelievable. why have he leave away from us. I still cant accept because i know he is always my lovely friend who i cannot forget. i didn't manage to talk to him before he leave. beside that, i cannot speak to him and get advise from him anymore.

Friendship is always important to us and we need to appreciate every single friend beside us. it is not us only friend but also people around us. i believe that he will be happy when he went to another world and i will never forget him

Forever love

Jackson

Shine and Dark

Althought couple of day i been working on myself in singing, song and performence. But there is something i need to discuss about the life of shininess and darkness. What is the different between this two.

Shininess is where we can see something are shinning in our eyes and something are beautiful. Darkness is something bad happen and it is dark in a human heart. But do i apply this two different words into life only. Not exactly, i can apply to work, relationship with friend, family and others, works environment and many.

Recently i got a friend who asking me a question why as a person need to suffer so much from life. I told him think about this two different words. If we understand this two different words then we understand how we can open our heart to be easy in our life. He got a problem on his relationship and family. He cannot deal with his gf and they always misunderstand something. is tht something we can believe each other and communicate problem.

Is it we always need to face something dark. May be we do. But after few days we will turn to shinny.